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Im just way too disturbed. Too angry. It feels as though my heart feels like it ks empty, yet there's some kind of weight in it. And it's burdening me. The anger, is burdening me. It is empty, yet burdened with anger. Maybe im just the type who's sensitive over small things and it probably hurt me. But, those small things are ones that's important, dont you think?
Nah, im not like what you think i am. Im just an ordinary person, nothing special. Yet, im stil waiting for something outrageous to happen to me.
Sometimes, id love to freeze time. Yet, humans cant do that, can they?
Sometimes, it feels like my conscience hurts so much, that i want to grab it and destroy it with my bare hands, so then, it wont feel anything. Huuu but conscience really is sensitive and soft. huhh. Well, sounds crazy? Gak. No. Im not, key-_- when i told my friend whether they had ever felt this way or not, most of them said they had. No, its not like killing or hurting yourself or something like that. It is just an "it feels like your heart feels so tight because of words that have just stabbed you felt so hurtful. You want to get rid of it. But no, i usually get rid of it by doing things i like. Like earing,hohoho, or watching tv, read some books, playing with my pet, chatting with my friend, something like that.